Surfacing...

i tot i have let my past go...

i tot my past had been buried and gone forever...

i'm not trying to avoid my past... i just wanted all of them to leave me and i wanted to start anew...

i noe my past before i came back to Christ was very ugly... tat's why i wanted to let everything go and just let things end off...

but who noes... things started to surface up again... but not due to me... but due to someone else... and guess wat... because of my past... i caused someone to be in trouble...

i'm not asking for any approval of my past... neither am i asking for any understanding... i am only asking ppl to stop in finding out more... coz only ppl that i TRUST and CHOOSE has the rights to noe...

since.. it's already surfacing... i shall face all 'arrows' especially... weird glances....

actually... wat's new....