my family...

i used to have a happy family.. enjoy cooking for them... playing mj and going on a tour with them...

now... as much as i can... i will stay out of their way... stay out of the happy family tat doesn't involve me anymore...

nobody knows wat exactly and hows things are like tat... maybe somebody... but definitely... not everybody...

whatever decision i make... whatever things i do... i am only asking for understanding and not approval...

life is already so tough... but the closest ppl in my life is only making things worse...

i guess... it's time to stay seclude myself from many many many people... i dun feel like doing many many many things... but no matter what.. life got to go on and the world is still spinning...

i just want things to get better... but it's so tough... felt that i lost so many things... so many...