Friday, May 30, 2008

fun...

i had fun today...

or rather...

i thought i had fun today...

Thursday, May 29, 2008

dark eye rings...

i need recuperation...

i dun want dark eye rings...

i need peaceful nights to sleep...

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

passerby

i got a friend who asked me... why do i call myself a passerby...

well.. i was looking back at my life and all the happenings in my life... and realised... indeed... i am just a passerby...

i walked with the person by as the waves come or the wind came... the footprints are either washed or blown away... the person would have forgotten that i was once walking beside him or her... and i will be simply forgotten...

coz.. it doesn't matter whether i appeared before in his or her life... coz... i dun mean much...

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

should have done so earlier...

oh man... Gi... was i too late...

i should have learnt from you so much earlier...

one public... one private...

oh man... where was i...

decision...

this decision should have been made long ago...

was i too late in making this decision...

i hope not...

Sunday, May 18, 2008

一言难尽

一言难尽。。。 心如刀割。。。

Heal me Lord...

Lord... Heal Me...

I really dun want it to come back...

I dun want to carry the thing everywhere for just in case...

I just want to be normal Lord...

Saturday, May 17, 2008

recently...

recently... i keep hearing the same sentences from everywhere... almost everywhere... and i mean on the streets and on tv...

first is...

it's not about asking u for an approval... but asking for your understanding...

second is...

why dun u just treat yourself better...

maybe i have been watching the wrong shows... walking the wrong streets... or maybe.. i've been hearing the wrong things...

Indonesian Night

Last night went for Pastor Kong's Indonesian Night...

When Pastor asked who are Indonesians, many many people raised their hands...

When Pastor asked who do not have Indonesian passport but comes from Indonesian family... I raised my hand...

Yes.. i am rather similar to Pastor Kong... our family comes from China, Indonesia and Malaysia... especially after last nite... i feel more burden for these 3 countries... I used to dread about going missions when i first heard... but now... I am excited of going missions...

Maybe too many things had happened recently... that makes me realised.. if my feelings and my matters doesn't matter at all... there should be more things that are more important... i guess that is the way...

Thursday, May 15, 2008

不重要

原来一切都不重要...

soft spot...

i have this soft spot...

i want to be like iron man...

i want to put up my shield...

can i??? will i be able to???

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

nobody lshould be around me...

today is such a wonderful day...

i realised how many ppl are leaving me... ppl in all areas...everywhere....

i realised... the problem may just be me...

maybe i am the one who is the caused for everything to happen... every bad things to happen... in family... at work... friends and everywhere...

my over concerned and their interest before me will become their burden... my heck care and not wanting them to worry had become more of their troubles...

why am i like tat...

i am nothing but a destroyer... a troublemaker... a person with a great "GL" attitude...

it's better for no one to come near me... maybe life for them will be easier... and more peaceful...

everyone should stay away from me... maybe it will just be safer...

Sunday, May 11, 2008

silence of the nite...

nothing...

just silence...

Wonderful God...

God... you are so wonderful...

all the more i dun want... the more you will push me into it...

hallelujah!!!

Saturday, May 10, 2008

deleted

total disappointment...

my old blog no longer exist...

Friday Nite

the last time i watched movie was on 24 march 08... after one month plus... i finally went for a movie...

after watching movie... was thinking might as well go st james since i'm at vivo... but i didn't... i went river valley for supper instead...

ya... so long never go river valley for supper...

ya... been so long since i did many things and been too many places...

friday nite....

Thursday, May 8, 2008

jokes

i guess... i need more jokes and more jokes to make me giggles at times... giggling used to be my forte... laughing non stop is my middle name... since it's my forte and my middle name... will it come back????

3 minute management course

Lesson 1:
A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower,when the doorbell rings
The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs.
When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbor.Before she says a word, Bob says, "I'll give you Ј800 to drop that towel."
After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob.After a few seconds, Bob hands her Ј800 and leaves.
The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs.When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, "Who was that?""It was Bob the next door neighbor," she replies.
"Great!" the husband says, "did he say anything about the Ј800 he owes me?"

Moral of the story : If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure.

Lesson 2:
A priest offered a Nun a lift. She got in and crossed her legs,forcing her gown to reveal a leg.
The priest nearly had an accident.After controlling the car, he stealthily slid his hand up her leg.
The nun said, "Father, remember Psalm 129?"
The priest removed his hand.But, changing gears, he let his hand slide up her leg again.
The nunonce again said, "Father, remember Psalm 129?"
The priest apologized "Sorry sister but the flesh is weak."
Arriving at the convent, the nun went on her way.On his arrival at the church,the priest rushed to look up Psalm 129.
It said, "Go forth and seek, further up, you will find glory."

Moral of the story: If you are not well informed in your job, you might miss a great opportunity

Lesson 3:
A sales rep, an administration clerk, and the manager are walking to lunch when they find an antique oil lamp. They rub it and a Geniecomes out.
The Genie says, "I'll give each of you just one wish."
"Me first! Me first!" says the admin clerk. "I want to be in theBahamas, driving a speedboat, without a care in the world."Puff! She's gone.
"Me next! Me next!" says the sales rep. "I want to be in Hawaii,relaxing on the beach with my personal masseuse, an endless supplyof Pina Coladas and the love of my life."Puff! He's gone.
"OK, you're up," the Genie says to the manager. The manager says, "I want those two back in the office after lunch."

Moral of the story: Always let your boss have the first say

Lesson 4:
An eagle was sitting on a tree resting, doing nothing. A smallrabbit saw the eagle and asked him, "Can I also sit like you and donothing?"The eagle answered: "Sure, why not."So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the eagle and rested.. All of a sudden,a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it.

Moral of the story: To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up

Lesson 5:
A turkey was chatting with a bull. "I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree," sighed the turkey, "but Ihaven't got the energy."
"Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?" replied the bull. They're packed with nutrients."The turkey pecked at a lump of dung, and found it actually gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree. The nextday, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch. Finally after a fourth night, the turkey was proudly perched at thetop of the tree.
He was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot him out of the tree.

Moral of the story: Bull Shit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there

Lesson 6:
A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold thebird froze and fell to the ground into a large field.
While he waslying there, a cow came by and dropped somedung on him.As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began torealize how warm he was. The dung was actually thawing him out! Helay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy.
A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate.Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile ofcow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.

Moral of the story:(1) Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy(2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend(3) And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep your mouth shut!

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Unpredictable Life

sitting here at ngee ann city mac.. facing kfc... yes... i did have a choice between to study at mac or kfc... but i chose mac...

many things happened ever since i started SOT...

i'm picking up my the broken pieces... mending my heart and my life...

life got to go on rite... how easy to be said than done...

i tried not to look back to the past... i tried not to go to places where i've been... i tried not to eat the food i took... i tried not to do the things i've done... but it HAD been done... and is practically everywhere...

i guess i got to face it ya...

today is my 2 year old bday...

ya... 2 years already... but... so wat now...